I’m supposed to be asleep, but I allowed myself to become agitated and now I’m still awake. Unfortunately, there’s not much I can say about what it is that bothers me because of the people that follow me on here. Suffice it to say, I’m annoyed that I’ve never been as well-received, accepted, appreciated and liked as others were. I try so hard and still nothing. It makes me not want to try at all, since nothing ever works out. I get ignored, mistreated, spoken to in a condescending tone, and other fun things. What is it that I’m lacking? How come I can’t gain the respect and praise that I feel like I deserve? Call me whiny, but I don’t care. I feel like I’m fighting a fight I’ll never win, and I’m close to just forfeiting at this point.